Excerpt.

I was inspired. Here you go.

"You are wondering about Augusta."

"Not wondering…worrying Ilian…"

The tavern owner set down the rag on the wooden table she was currently cleaning and sat herself upon the bench holding her head in a hand. Blonde tresses hung in her face and blue eyes looked very dim in the candle light. The bartender she spoke to approached the table, his dirty blond hair pulled back into a low ponytail, and green eyes gazing upon the weary woman.

"Mirishka, she's a woman now and she is apprentice to one of the finest men in the city. He'll take care of her."

"But I promised Svetlana…"

"Our tavern wench knows you do your best to help care for the youth and she know damned well that her daughter was destined to become a legend. "

"What about my legendary girl?"

Svetlana approached. Her eyes were an periwinkle blue and her dark black curls cascaded down her back. The woman was a curvy sort, men liked that in a healthy woman. The chemise she wore was very low and the bodice just emphasized her plentiful assets.

"Mirishka is worrying about her once more Svetlana."

"Oh Miri you need to lighten up. If my girl has my fire and her father's strength and courage she'll be fine. Besides that Sebastian fellow she's with will care for her."

"I'm not worried about that!" Mirishka huffed shooting a slight glare to her tavern wench.

"Then what is it?"

"She has the gift, Svetlana…"

The gift. A magical talent only few possessed. Augusta had it. Svetlana sighed heavily and sat across from her friend.

"I know Miri…I've known for a very long time that she's had it…and I know exactly what could happen if she cannot hone it…"

Svetlana was quite serious when she spoke. Deep down, she knew that her daughter had been born with the gift…otherwise she wouldn't have vibrant violet eyes.

Defensive

So...when I feel like I am being attacked verbally...I tend to get very defensive and I bust my ass to prove my point. I'm all for respecting other peoples opinions but not when they are being a blunt ass about it. It's a fault I have really. I'm very very sensitive when it comes to the way you say something or the way you word something and it is difficult to keep my emotions in check. I mean yeah I've always had difficulties with that but sometimes when I feel so strongly about something and I post it because it helps me get out my feelings I always get comments on my facebook about the opposite side of my opinion and they generally sound like assholes.

My policy is if you are an ass to me or if you treat me like I am stupid or if you say something to me in a rather condescending tone then I will bite back.

People know that I can bite back and I do. I can bite hard and sometimes...most of the time really I feel like such a fool that has wasted energy on a cause or a belief that no one else understands or cares about as much as I do. Even if it is minuscule it may have a certain impact on me that is greater than they can see and when a thing like that is shot down in my face and stomped into the ground in front of me...it hurts...because maybe it inspired me or maybe it lifted my spirits or changed my perspective on something...sometimes things impact me in a way that other people cannot see or hear or fathom. And maybe it is my own damned fault for getting so attached or close to an object or theme or what not but sometimes that is how I function. And sometimes people just don't get it.

I get defensive. I know I do. And I bite back when I feel like I am being attacked. Its a natural...base instinct that I am programmed with. Yeah it is feral and animalistic but that is how it is.

Now it is not nearly as bad as it once was...but I still struggle with it.

COSPLAY!

Okay so I'm working on cosplays. Currently researching one for the character Zoisite from the Sailor Moon series.
I've got a huge list of characters I want to cosplay and I'll keep updates posted.
So far for Zoisite I have found the wig and the contact lenses the pattern. The boots are the bitch to find.
So I will be ordering the Wig and Contacts sometime this week. Hopefully get the pattern this week as well.
Maybe will end up getting the fabric...and hopefully I can find a pair of boots on clearance in some store.
Anyway any cosplay updates will usually be short unless I'm rambling and ranting...

Novel Teaser

Warning: Mature Content! Don't say I didn't warn you.

“You are very well endowed Master.” She commented as she slowly rubbed her sex against his large aching cock. A though sparked in her mind. He was large that’s for sure but would she be able to fit him inside of her? Fiore bit her lip as she grinded against his length, but this added more pain to both of their arousals. Since Raoul had taken her under his wing as an apprentice she was fond of him. He was neither cruel nor was he careless. They had been master and apprentice since she was a mere child…but she was a woman now and she wanted her master. Even thought she knew it was taboo for them to be having sex she didn’t care. She had desired this for longer than she could remember. It was the day her breasts began to form and her hips began to round out. Since then she had wanted to know what it would be like if he occupied her womanhood. If it was his seed that filled her womb to the brim. Slowly she leaned down to kiss him once more, just as his hands gripped upon her buttocks. But it was he who pulled away briefly. 

My Novel/Twittepated

So I am deciding to scrap what I currently have for my novel that I am working on. No I will not toss it out and I am going to keep many of the characters but I just do not feel like the settings are right for my characters. I feel they belong in a more fantasy like setting...like in the world of George R.R. Martin or J.R.R Tolkein. Something like that in a sense. I don't know I just feel like I need to start over with the novel. I plan on doing some research to get what I need for this. So apologies.
As far as other writing projects go I have a fan fiction in the making for one of my wonderful friends...actually I have two in the works for friends.
Lets see there is Mojave fiction
The Game of Thrones fiction
Conan the Barbarian
Stargate SG-1/Atlantis
The Kala/Conan fanfiction for another friend (She has also requested Kala/Gannicus)
My Anita Blake fanfiction
Another Conan fanfiction for a friend
I still have a North Shore fiction to finish.
A Sailor Moon fanfiction that I'm working on with a friend
Also a Zombie Apocalypse work with same friend
And possibly another story with a friend.
Yeah LOTS on my plate right now for writing and on top of that there is school work. Yeah I may need an external hard drive or a new laptop. Both of which I am considering purchasing when I can afford it.

In other news I have been very twitterpated as of late. For those of you who don't know the term twitterpated comes from the Disney movie Bambi. It describes this fluttery warm fuzzy feeling in my stomach.
I recently reconnected with a friend that I knew WAY back in middle school. I mean we ad known each other in Middle School then we stopped talking and turns out he was friends with another friend of mine. So this kid and I were talking and we've been talking for a while. Something happened and now every time I talk to him I get very smiley and giggly and....very very girly. He's such a nice guy and turns out he likes me back.
The only snag is....he lives in Texas...
Yeah...
Texas...
Which really sucks because he'd rather be here in Arizona. With me and the rest of our friends.
But anyway yeah. We'll see where this goes. :)